Somehow it is so funny at the end of the year nothing. is special, the new start this way or that, and it's not lost. things that you did not make it last you easily make the new. Except for the last number of date changes nothing. But still, there is a feeling as if something disappears, everything changes. But no, apart from the end of the holiday (on Monday we go again) changes nothing. Actually I like my education. But the end of November, December was so stupid and somehow I'm still totally energized. Stupid mixture in zero-Bock mood.
On the whole 2010 was a great year. Much of what a good time is long gone wrong has again stabilized, a great new beginning it was. I also have (not least by Twitter) met many great people, I do not want to miss more and become the true friends are. I can be happy, a terrific year comes to an end and the new can only get better. However, I can not solve myself from old to have the feeling to do something / want me in its grip. I just needed some more time. Time for me, for my loved ones, time to finish up with something.
people who insult me, slander me just because I do something fun because I can not really use. I am what interpersonal terms become sensitive. I take things to heart easily, but I can speak more quickly in a rage. It leaves me not. I have a fear of renewed disappointment, fear a repeat of the past. I want to run away from those fears, but it does not work. So I remain only option to me at the weekend and holiday staples, but that time will pass. And then I ask myself, mostly alone ...
addition to these fears about the future but I am happy despite all the new year. It exerts a fascination that means senior-be and the chance is some change, for good intentions. And one of them is to blog more. Much was being planned, which was never realized. I just do not get it. The light is wrong, the photos look stupid or the day is simply the wrong one. That sounds to finish everything, but even if I like to read blogs (even when I'm behind any more, I read very selectively, comment as much as not at all) the writing in the shareholders is not necessarily high on the priority list. Forgive me, but time is too short, it's too much going on and I use free time for myself, my hobbies, friends ...
I wish you a great year in 2011, many new experiences (more good than bad) and not take yourselves too much for the good intentions come true. Celebrate this transition with friends and family and take care of you, that we blog in the new year together, comment and twitter can.
